I know it’s been a while since my last post – and excuses are excuses – but I’ve been dealing with a lot of stress of High School, family, and especially the fact that Aaron leaves this Friday. I’ve been trying to deal with all of this myself when in fact that’s the WORST thing one can do in this situation.
Let’s start with this past Sunday – I was woken up, yelled at by both my parents, told I was either going to move out or ‘get my life together’ because of the choices I was making. (I.e. choosing where I want to go to college.)
Remember, never let someone try to pave your own future; you make your own path to a direction YOU want to head in. Don’t ever let anyone tell you otherwise – even if it’s your own parents.
This past week I went back to my pre-eight-month ways by keeping all the pain and stress inside and letting it burst out into doing something so bad I would possibly regret for the rest of my life. It may sound over-embellished but I know if I had not let all my steam out I would have been so unhappy I may have gone back to the lowest point of my life again.
I guess the moral to this post is, follow your dreams and treat people the way you expect to be treated.
And a shout out to the best boyfriend out there – Going on 8 months and beyond.