Like Robert said, it’s been a while. I’ve been bogged down for the last month with research papers and finals and AP tests. Thankfully most of that is over. I’ve done my AP Chem final, AP Chem test, AP Spanish Test, Literature EOCT (End of Course Test- do other states have those?). I’ve got two more AP tests and one EOCT. So the year is over by no means, but I am at least finished with Chem and Spanish. My presence is no longer ‘required’ in Spanish and in Chem today I made a styrafoam sword, stabbed somebody, and then slept on top of some desks. It’s apparent that my school year is slowing down, but that’s just because it was in overdrive recently.
I’ll start with soccer. My season is over. It ended yesterday. We made it to the second leg of state playoffs and lost. You’ll have to message me for details because I could go on all day. Bottom line is that we didn’t get into our flow. We never got things going. Anyway, I handed in my jersey and bag today at the end-of-season meeting. I heard closing words from the coaches… then heard speeches kicking off next season. I’m pumped right now. Next year we are- excuse my colloquialism- goin’ in.
This is still soccer, but it’s also not. In the first playoff game of the season I broke my wrist. I was pushed onto the track next the field while shielding a ball. Let’s just say it looks like my hand and side were hit with a shrapnel grenade. Pretty badass. I’ve got a splint for a couple weeks. No big deal.
Spring soccer is over, school is almost over (although I mentally checked out a looong time ago), I’ve got a summer job lined up, and I’m not feeling like I should. I thought I was out, but now I’m reconsidering. While I’m ‘officially’ out to a bunch of people at school, when gay subjects are brought up, usually unrelated to homosexuality, but still, I kinda freeze up and give no response. I don’t like this, so I’m gonna do something about it. I just need to figure out what. I want everyone to know, but I’m not gonna tattoo gay on my face. I’ll keep you updated.
I’ve got a lot more to say, just no articulation right now. Expect some more posts pretty soon.